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More unfortunateness from the world of personals. J., with whom I have corresponded for near a month and whom I have met in person once (and who is not the aforementioned Miss Alkies), sent me an email today saying that something had happened and she couldn't date anyone right now, but also that she enjoyed our conversations, but further that she's cutting off contact with a lot of people right now. So mixed messages all over. I doubt I'm get an overly dramatic brush off. J. seemed a very open, honest person, and I would expect that she would give me a clean rejection, if that were what she really had in mind. Of course, it's not. The hardest bit is not actually being able to help. No real relationship had launched off of the ground, and I can't push her for information, so all I can do is relax, wish my best, hope for the best. Sad timing.

I dreamt last night that I was on a Pro-Am version of Survivor, with celebs and joes battling for money to go to charity. Matthew Broderick had an annoying habit of talking directly into the cameras that were supposed to follow us unnoticed. Whenever he did, the rest of us cried, "FERRIS BUELLER YOU'RE MY HERO!"

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Sent email to J. expressing my support. Whatever happened, it seems to have happened quick and hard. Sadly, I doubt that I'll hear from her again. A loss. It's hard to find smart, interesting persons, and she was one. Friend from previous update is feeling better, though, which is good. Soon is the bed.